Some days
favor Life, while others favor Death; the day my son was born was a strange
mixture of both, and more than any other day, it shall remain forever etched
deeply within my memory…
I very
seldom wish death upon people, for life is, to me, the highest and greatest
power of all. I certainly never wished death upon Naralarn, no matter how much
I may have felt that I hated him. Nonetheless, death found Naralarn, or rather
Naralarn found it with his own blade, and my brother found Naralarn’s lifeless body.
The day
began much like any other, I was quite happy, even, for I had only recently
been inducted into the order of Our Lady. I had no inkling that anything was
wrong, that is until Eredis found me in the center square of Quant, near dusk,
and I saw the look that his face wore.
Naralarn
was dead, he told me, dead by his own hand. The words struck me hard as if one
of the gods themselves had smote me. How horrible must I have been to prompt
the demise of the father of my unborn child? That question gnaws at my mind
even now, so many years later.
* * *
I clung to
Eredis, grief welling up inside of me, and I uttered quietly “At least my child
is safe.”
“We shall
see about that…” Answered a raspy voice, and even before I turned to see the
speaker, I was filled with dread. The figure of the Dark Father stood before
us, with a half smile upon his lips.
I hid my
face against Eredis, unwilling to believe what I saw, as He took a step closer.
“What’s this…?” The Dark Father mocked. “Found someone new, already, Slut?”
“Please…
Please leave my child…” I pleaded between sobs. He moved closer still, and
reached out his hand, resting it on my abdomen, and causing me to shiver
violently.
Eredis
stayed next to me, such comfort he provided, though Lord Necrucian would not
allow that… Eredis whispered to me that he would protect my child and I, and it
was the last thing he was to say, before his jaw was broken, and he was flung
across the square by the Dark Father’s hand.
I screamed
as I saw Eredis smash into a wall on the far side of the square, bricks
clattering. I could not tell if he lived, and from the way his body lay on the
ground limply, and covered with dust, I feared that he did not.
Lord
Necrucian was still before me, and now in his hands was a sphere of crackling
deep black. He slowly raised it, to toss, as if he were playing some godly game
of catch. The fear within me intensified. I tried to take a step backwards, but
the heel of my boot caught on the hem of my robe, causing me to stumble, and to
fall upon my back.
I saw
movement out of the corner of my eye then, Eredis was alive! He quickly moved
in front of me, blocking the Dark Father’s intended path for the sphere. There
was nothing he could have done of course, even the most valiant of mortals is
nothing to a god… Lord Necrucian merely brushed him aside, and let go of the
sphere, sending it toward me.
I lay
frozen in horror as the sphere disappeared into myself, the dark energy
beginning to cloud my mind. As my wits faded, I discerned Lord Necrucian
gesture, as if to pull something toward him… I heard, as if from far away, a
scream of pure agony- though it seemed to be using my voice… It was so warm,
and so quiet… But dark, much too dark… Thoughts spiraled away from me, lost in
the darkness, and I wished for something to clutch onto, something real… A
soothing voice spoke to me, indiscernible words of comfort. Colors began to
appear then, and I felt arms around me… I was a child again, in the arms of my
mother…
As I
stirred back into consciousness, I found myself indeed cradled in comforting
arms, though there was blood everywhere, and it was not my mortal mother that
held me.The gaping hole in my abdomen,
that had nearly torn me in half when the Dark Father had drawn the sphere back
to himself was closed, healed by My Lady Herself. I looked up into Her face,
which wore an air of sorrow, and very slowly, my gaze moved beyond Her, to
where Lord Necrucian stood. Floating next to him was the sphere, still
crackling and dark… Yet now there was something within it; a small, pale shape
encased in the center… My child…
* * *
A battle
followed, and though it was between two individuals, the power tossed back and
forth was greater than that of an entire army! Lord Necrucian bombarded Lady
Ariel with crippling energy; Lady Ariel healed herself, and sent immense bolts
of searing lightening toward Lord Necrucian!
All the
while, the sphere hung near the edge of the square, too high for anyone to
reach, even if they dared to risk the Dark Father’s wrath. I stared at the
sphere, at my child, too weak to even sit up to perhaps take a closer look. As
I watched, the sphere slowly began to tremble, then to float downward. I moved
my gaze to Eredis, who had his arm outstretched, and was attempting to draw the
sphere to himself with a spell of summoning. I was astounded at how much he
would go through to keep his promise of protecting us… Was there ever a better
person? I only wish that he did not have to pay so dearly for it… Lord
Necrucian did not take long in noticing, of course, and waved a hand at Eredis,
while blocking an attack from My Lady with his other.
It was not
the first time I’d seen someone smote by a god, but seeing Eredis smote… That
tore at my heart more even, then when I witnessed my husband in the same
situation. I could not even go to him, as I had with Naralarn, to heal his
other injuries.
I heard
another voice then, a prayer was being uttered. As I turned my head to see the
speaker, he finished the prayer with a forceful, “Lord Mythandor!”As Diomedes spoke His name, the Lord of
Justice appeared in the square. Together with Lady Ariel, He forced the Dark
Father to retreat. Lord Necrucian muttered something hatefully at Lord
Mythandor, seized up the sphere, and was gone.
* * *
I was to get
my son back far later, still encased in the sphere, his growth stopped, and his
body all but dead. Almost a year it was that I carried the sphere with me,
until Lady Ariel was able to free him, and he could begin to lead an ordinary
existence.
At present,
Galathil is off journeying, as all those close to me seem to do more often than
I like. I know I shouldn’t worry so much; he is an adult, and he can care for
himself, (as he so often reminds me), but I can’t help thinking that one day he
will not return.
Of course,
that is just me fretting. I am past the age to bear children, and I dote upon
Galathil. He is my only child, and he is the one thing of happiness that seems
to have come from the union between Naralarn and myself. Now, if only my dear
brother would find someone to settle down with… Maybe then I’d have some
children to dote upon!